Getting Better

Its Wednesday, had a hard time getting started this morning. Really Depressed. Really Tired. I have a ton of things to do today and have no idea how to get it done. It's a better day then last time but I feel unmotivated and fedup with everything and I need to just move on to the next phase of my depression which is usually a huge upswing of energy and I run around like a maniac getting everything done and working for 24 hours straight. I like that part of being bipolar. It works for me. I hate this part, wish I could sleep for a week and wake up when its over. Hugs to all going through the same things. I'm in control still most of the time, that's what counts. Tomorrow is always better. Here's to tomorrow.